hmm . . .

I use the phrase "SO much fun" a lot in this blog.

And I don't know if it's because the fun things I get to do really are that much fun, or if the rest of my life is so miserable that the regular, pleasurable parts of "normal" people's lives are events that send me into throes of ecstasy precisely because they are so infrequent and unusual.

I prefer to think it's the former.
I need to think it's the former.